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四月心情

突然之间,看不到自己的生命的轨迹。看着时间的沙漏一点点往下渗漏,才发现已经有那么多光阴在指缝间溜走。而我还在此处守望着远处的灯塔,闪着光亮,以为希望触手可及。

 

走在幽僻的路上,看到楼下的樱花树已经热烈绽放,4月的天气,总是阴晴不定。经过风雨的洗礼,很多花瓣撒落一地。匆匆走过,只是远观,却从未走近认真审视过它们。远处的风景总是让人心存留恋,记住的永远是最美的风景。一簇簇的花瓣相互依偎。

 

“有时候,有时候,我会相信一切有尽头”

 

当我们在一条漫长的路上走了许久,回首过去的印痕,才发现落下的脚印是那么深浅不一。原来一直在这条路上那么坚定地走下去。因为彼此相信路会有尽头,路的尽头会充满希冀。也是意味着新的旅途在眼前呈现。后面,我们将踏上新的征途,面对新的挑战,许下新的愿景。

 

依然很爱《冬日恋歌》里的背景音乐。有些音乐,即便沉淀许久,时过境迁,依然还是散发着无穷的魅力。不知道是恋着故事的情节,还是恋着迷人的旋律?应该是两者皆有。回想起来,还是让人感慨万分。悲伤的眼泪,幸福的微笑,白色的雪景,米色的外套,旧时的学校,命运的车轮,在任何一个角落都能找到关于他们的回忆,细碎而绵长。坐在钢琴边弹奏着那首铭心刻骨的《第一次》,空灵的钢琴声回荡在教室里,琴声一直蔓延到门外。有些触动会在不经意间迸发,是同样的呼吸,同样的频率。彼此默默对视,许久不语。内心却澎湃四起,欲言又止的复杂情绪。

 

街道上渐渐弥漫着夏天的味道。明媚的阳光,有些炙热。树阴下的光影,迷离的树影,斑驳不堪。清风中摇曳的树叶,悠悠地发出一阵阵清朗的声音。有路人走过的脚步声,有小狗奔跑的身影,还有小孩啼哭的声音,车轮碾过路面的印痕。

 

“如果现在是下雪天,那么请记住这就是我的生日”。

 

如果一个善意的谎言可以让世间的所有人欢喜不已。那么可以把它一直延续下去,即便是欺骗,也是一个美丽的谎言。但事实往往会随着时间的推移,让人看清楚了事实的真伪。后面,往往是以曲终人散来结尾。明知道最后还是离别,却还是深陷泥潭。有很多的不可能在很多可能的条件下发生,或许这就是奇迹。最后还是以团圆收场。是不是故事的结尾总不想让人落泪,所以就完满地落下结束语。这便是戏剧,不是真实。有些谎言,或许一辈子都不知道它的真相,世界会少了很多凄美的故事。

 

“就算输光了筹码,还有美好回忆能抵押”。

 

愿赌服输,既然选择了前行的方向,就风雨无阻。很多决定,在生命的最后时刻看来就像蜻蜓点水。那么微不足道。曾经那么飞蛾扑火般地壮烈牺牲,知道结局是输光了所有,却能在人生中回忆起些许的美丽心情。那些一起和你看风景的人,树阴下一起和你骑单车的人。得到的,失去的,都只是瞬间。经历过一次次的生命游戏后,理不清的思绪,最后在乎的只剩下记忆。我们输光了青春的筹码,青春的容颜已慢慢苍老。多年后,才明白美好的回忆能填补心中所有的缺憾。因为记忆,才给生命赋予了色彩。不会显得那么苍白无力。

 

“在屋顶唱歌,以为上帝会听到来自灵魂的声音”。

 

深夜,行走在城市的最中央。才知道,偌大的城市中,霓虹闪烁,找不到属于自己的空间。每天,都会有各色的行人路过身旁。每天都会遇到陌生与熟悉的脸庞。抬头仰望,深邃的天空,天空是如此美丽。鱼鳞般的浮云点缀着苍穹。迷蒙的月色,周边环绕着一圈圈的明亮的弧线。很想偷偷爬上屋顶,唱着歌谣。上帝似乎是在凝视自己,聆听来自人间的倾诉。周围是一片寂静。偶尔会有清风拂过,还有虫鸣声。这些来自大自然最真切的物语。

 

“You just walked out of one of my dreams, so beautiful you’re  leaving  me”.

 

彼此都带着美丽的愿景,有些不敢相信的真实。却发现当爱在靠近,一切都是那么容易土崩瓦解。夏天的某个日子,带着信仰去寻找一个许下诺言的地方。相遇的时候,却发现所有的一些都已改变。深藏的记忆也无处可寻。离开,有时不需要给予一个明确的理由。消失,是为了给彼此一个时间和空间。经过时间的筛选后,那些消失的踪迹早已被埋在荒芜的地方。本该忘却,才有新鲜的记忆灌注。后来,才发现,别离时候的只记得挂着微笑的脸,却不知泪水早已决堤,内心的苦痛纠缠。头也不回地大步往前走,是那么坚决。有一天,当心中的梦都已刻画不出它的模样,只是淡淡的感觉它曾经来过这里。许下了一些美丽的梦,如今却变得残败不堪。

 

钢琴的黑色琴键永远夹杂着空白的白色琴键。已流失的时间里,有一段距离是空白的,也无须填充。

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